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So, I’m guessing they aren’t really close.

Kaley Cuoco was not expecting to be walking down the aisle for a second time.

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“I honestly thought I wouldn’t get married again. My ex ruined that word for me,” she told the May issue of Cosmopolitan, referring to ex-husband Ryan Sweeting. “I married someone the first time who completely changed. The person I ended up with was not the person I originally met. And that wasn’t my fault — that was his.”

Six months after their split, Kaley would meet her future fiancé Karl Cook. She said, “I knew how much I had to give and how much I wanted to receive. I knew I just had to be patient, I had to go through a lot of things, but it brought me to Karl.”

Kaley recently opened up to Extra’s Renee Bargh about their wedding plans, saying, “We have not set a date for the wedding, but I can say that we can’t wait. I hope it won’t be much longer! I don’t think it will be low-key — I think it will be big!”